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Yesterday I thought of a change
not in surrounding but in my very image
neither in peoples' eyes nor in their heart
but in the way I look at myself far apart
Yesterday I was clever but today I'm wise
'cause I believe sun will definitely rise
With all these fears , insecurities and troubles
I dream of flying high in the sky
no matter for how many times I'll have to try
When my heart bleeds and my soul aches
I search for paper to transfer these blades
Since paper and a pen is all I need
when it becomes difficult to breathe
Sometimes the nights give me life
when the moon shines bright and the stars dance live
The fear of drowning scares me the most
I know I have to swim to reach the shore
I'm in the middle of a lot many things I have initiated lately
It will be foolish to step back and hard to keep going
Anyhow I have to keep swimming in hope of reaching the shore someday
It's hard to swim in the middle of a terrible storm
those thunderstorms also can't make you stop once you decide to go on
And this decision is the hardest to make
Everyday I prove myself wrong
when I go to bed with a war going on inside my head
Still like a drug addict I keep turning back to the point which was once dead
Now I can understand why people wanna get high
'cause they want to forget their worries and seek peace with each sigh
I don't want you to think I'm sad
Since I see myself in a loop which is neither good nor bad
For me it is a continuous struggle
but for you it is not more than a thing to giggle
I'm learning to embrace each and every moment of life
both ecstatic and dejected vibes
I believe someday I'll find true happiness
not in worldly things but within the folds of my own soul !
