Avalanche !

 I'm going under 

Even if we fall we will rise up !🔆

As warmth of sun touches my body

As wind blows through my hair

As my eyes meet serenity of this unending sky

my soul feels everything from happiness to numbness

From life to death , From angels to demons

and from white to black

I want peace more than I want anything else

I know where my happiness lies

This is also true that I'm not gonna find it

'cause here is a misery that knows no end

Shadows which grow huge in DARK

Voices which cut like knives

Some people who do care

Some who don't even give a sh*t

Lights that often fluctuate in dark

Melancholy which embraces you every time you are alone

Silences which are louder than rage

All I have is myself and my insecurities

Still living through each single day with a hope that tomorrow will be better

that if day won't last long , the night too won't 

There is brightness in darkness too

peace in chaos too

And meaning in silences too

Everything is related

I lost myself in a bottomless sea 

From where I don't know if I'll ever come back

I 'm sitting on a ledge from where I can see both hell and heaven

Heaven in my kindness

And hell in my demons

Day by day I'm getting close to dusk of ending 

The dawn of beginning has already left me a long time back

Somehow I'll manage to run off this place

I'll take with me my good and my bad

BUT I'm gonna leave behind the worst of this world !👁‍🗨