Friday, 7 July 2023

I think I can escape

I think I can escape
Pierced through the heart but never killed !
because I have got my placebo
I have found a place that can make 
all my worries go away,
just with a wink 
all wrapped in one it is not less than a mystery
For I think something good is happening to me
That craziness is slowly and steadily 
turning into a perfect epitome of revival 
I don't look for empty faces anymore
as my eyes can look deep 
and can even see beyond the ledge
Its like the pain gets its cure.
At the edge of chaos where my thoughts were running loose,
I came across a game
which finally set me free from the invisible chains
which were inflicted upon me by every piece 
of an exaggerated existence;
The poison which the devil made me drink
has turned into sweet nectar pouring from paradise.
What can be worse than losing hope ?
Meanwhile what can be the greatest win ?
of course accumulating those shattered pieces to stand upright 
once again with faith and grace.
Pretending does help when source of light
is in itself an illusion,
As delusional things are more like ecstasy .
The thrill of staying in the middle of a storm
awakes the parts of you which were slowly fading away.
Mine too would have fallen away, had I not hold them tight enough.
Now when I am thinking straight,
I am more at peace with myself than I were before.
Even though it's just a game, yet I will say 
I have never ever been HAPPIER. 



 


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