Monday, 20 March 2023

SURREAL !

It doesn't feel the same anymore 

looking from a window above
It feels like I have lost this connection with my inner self
which I had before this avalanche
My senses to react are on lease I guess
That's why most of the time I am nothing
but a great mess.
I keep doing things which are bad for my health
and in the end I wonder why don't my dilemmas end for good?
Isn't it's the perfect time for them to go away?
A few days back I felt something which used to be familiar
but at present it doesn't feel the same anymore 
I don't know if I have evolved over the time gone by 
If I already shed the good old parts 
to acquire some really obliterate traits.
New beginnings are waiting for me to come over,
but these past shenanigans won't let me go 
There are so many things to learn yet 
I need to learn to let promising things in 
and worn out things out in time.
Before they begin to decide my destination 
I need to take a turn, a sharp turn
to shape my life.
As its easier said than done, I find myself at the same place 
At times I cry with the sky and smile with the wind
In hope they will show me a way out of this.
 In the END;
This blurry vision is going to become clear.
I trust time and it is destined to get better :)







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