Moving towards the end of 2022
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| Different shades of 2022✨🌸 |
Another year is about to pass and most of us will find themselves standing at the same place or may stuck somewhere with the same mindset . Time flies , infact it flies so damn fast that once you are unable to match with its frequency , you always feel left behind . Actually I did feel a lot like this , this year only . When 2022 began I had many different plans like we all have but I totally got deviated from the path on which I was supposed to be walking straight. My 2022 resolutions are still calling out loud for me to come and seeking my attention but nah ironically I have no time for them . Now it feels like it was not less than a formality jotting them down in my diary in the very beginning of 2022. This is only one problem out of many bothering me right now. So I choose not to consider this much. Another storm that is about to come is saying GOODBYE to school 'cause its gonna end soon , really soon , few months are left that too we will be busy giving EXAMS ! So no complaints ; Really ? Its gonna be a whole new life , a step towards building yourself , your career as society says .
Lets talk about my this year of 2022
From the beginning of 2022 itself I began experiencing mental instability like never before. I think at that point it was more kinda joke for me that I was sad without any specific reason. As I walked through this year I realized it was not a thing to laugh about but it was seriously needed to be tackled but I didn't , contrary I decided to carry that baggage throughout without this realization that it will take me nowhere and it didn't really ! SO when I look back at myself like what I was a year ago I don't notice any major change but still I am not the same as I was last year which really makes some sense as Change is inevitable . I accept that . I have become so much vulnerable I have to say. I neglected Myself straight for months , running to catch something which was never meant to be there when it was. So I gave permisssion to the universe to affect me in every possible way, I let futile things to leave a drastic impact on me, I let others manipulate me . My biggest flaw that I believed recklessly. Not gonna complaint about that because now I can't change what has already happened instead I can focus on what I am doing. This year like any other year was full of teachings , you learn more when you yourself fall and that's really true. Growing up is really a complex process , you shed off a lot behind without even realizing it and a single realization is enough to make you feel regretful of the things which you might left behind either intentionally or they were meant to be left behind the way you did. This year was quite uncertain in lot many ways . We gained a lot and simultaneously lost a lot . If I were to explain my this year in 5 words then those would be ecstasy, respite, chaos, Karma and denial. Life goes on and on as year passes , we find new destinations to reach , new things to chase , new goals to accomplish and new ways to make ourselves happy. There are no shortcuts to anything , you need to choose the full fledged path if you want to reach somewhere and I am still learning this as there were times in 2022 when I desperately wanted to opt for a short way or desired if some miracles can take place or something like that. I want to quote these lines by Bob Marley as they are really deep and worth mentioning , " The truth is , everyone is going to hurt you . You just have to find the ones worth suffering for ." Since this year is going to end soon I want to make peace with myself by forgiving me for mistakes I committed , things I didn't do and every mess I created. Ending this year on a good note and hoping to have a cheerful and prosperous year ahead for EVERYONE ! TO THE MOON AND NEVER BACK .😊🌙
