Unreal Dreams
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| Still regret that moment! |
From fairytales to haunting monsters
everything changes so swiftly
From walking through streets of life
To running away from sharp turns
From butterflies to fireflies
we all go through a lot
Sometimes it feels like a beautiful dream
The other moment it haunts like a bad memory
Sometimes it's the sun I look up to
the other moment I urge for dark nights
For a moment I feel the most alive
and for a moment I bury myself deep down
I look for good in people
when I am done finding kindness in my own skin
This weird feeling never goes away
no matter how hard I try, how fast I run
In the end I fell in the same loop
keep returning to places I once decided to leave
keep looking for an essence in darkness
keep believing in coldness of warmth which was once mine
Falling with grace, I am going under
At the bottom of the ocean, I keep screaming
Sometimes I wonder if you ever hear me.
