It Ain't me !

 Seeing good in everything

Still I get so hesitant ✨

One another month has passed away and  one more chance to begin again has knocked your door and mine too but I am not gonna begin again 'cause I can't do this anymore ,I am better in the place where I am now . Its better because I wanna stay here ; is it not valid enough to not begin again but to confront flaws in my current way so that it can become the best in itself ? This month was really good in the sense that we all got some upgradation into a new class , yeah ! the last year of my school life . Although a lot many things are changing in some way or the other but at the surface it all seems same , same old life and same old problems ; it feels like I have been stuck in a loop hole , just repeating same things over time and then complaining and regretting about doing those things again and again. Life goes on and on and on and on but now it feels like it has become stagnant and just like stagnant water gives rise to dangerous mosquitoes , stagnant life too gives rise to negativity and helplessness. Nothing will stay the same over time  not  the things and not even  the people since change is universal. Still there is a weird feeling I have which keeps on reminding me the things I am missing out , the things I've been foreseeing and the things which I should ignore but I can't. I am trying to become a person who is strong enough to withstand the most horrific storms of life, who is determined to do something and who believes in kindness and doing good for people. We don't  even know how many fragments of ourselves we shed off each day and how many pieces of our soul die each and every day out there. Everyday we learn something different that makes us feel alive and that convince us to be grateful for the life we have. Materialistic possessions can never ever make you happy , I have myself experienced this when I believed that getting that thing will make me happy or getting this thing will make me feel really pleasant  no offence somewhere I still believe that buying this particular thing can make me experience peace of mind but its not gonna happen because happiness, peace and contentment are not something that come from external things rather they lies being hidden in different layers of your mind . All you have to do is to unravel those layers . Do not put the key to your happiness in someone else's pocket . It doesn't  matter which life you ultimately pick, only that you live it well. KEEP GOING AND KEEP EXPLORING BECAUSE LIVING YOUR LIFE IS IN ITSELF THE MOST IMPORTANT THING WHICH YOU YOURSELF HAVE TO DO.  Lets welcome this another month with great enthusiasm and hope:)🎀